Note to self..... do not leave posts un-finished as they don't make sense any more....
So what have I been doing, well going round and round in circles, battling with myself and my creative block.... I really need to learn to take time out and give myself a break..... I just keep trying to force myself to make, create, paint when I know I am not "feeling " it so nothing really works and that makes me feel even worse.......
I really get soooooo frustrated with myself when I feel like this.... It has been brewing for a few weeks now, the darkness slowly descending and fogging my brain, the more I fight it the worse it gets, its like a creeping ivy that slowly squeezes and crushes until you have no strength left to fight it.
So I am doing a bit of pruning at the moment and hopefully will emerge out of this soon......
I know that I should really give in and just go and do something else for a while but I find that so hard to do .... arrrgggh Why???
I have decided to get back into Yoga and start going to the gym again. I do actually really enjoy yoga and swimming but it is hard to get back into the routine when you have been out of it for so long... but I am going to give it a go as I feel I need the time out and hopefully this will help........
I have a couple of new paintings to show, most of the work I have done recently I am so not happy with and these are the best of a bad bunch........
So.... I hope to be back soon with a slightly more up-beat post and maybe some new work, going to do something different for a while, jewellery, little quirky robots, angels and maybe a mosaic!!!!!
Just to have fun...... no pressure......
Hope you all have an amazing bank holiday weekend xoxo
























